Venturing Beyond the Edge: Embracing Risk and Thriving Amid Chaos
In a world that often emphasizes stability and comfort, there are individuals who possess an insatiable appetite for risk, a relentless drive to create, and an ability to thrive in chaos. I am one of those individuals. Let me just take a moment to shed light on why I constantly take risks, start new companies, design new brands, and why the energy and chaos that surround me fuel my passion instead of overwhelm me.
While most people may find it difficult to handle such a lifestyle, I have found that it is where I truly thrive.
I’ve come to recognize that I can overwhelm those around me. It’s a realization that’s been particularly poignant since the dissolution of my decade-long marriage. While my ex-husband initially appreciated my energetic spirit, he grew weary of the constant chaos. Eventually, he withdrew, a pattern I’ve noticed in others as well, and I found myself relieved to move forward without them. Now, I seek out the company of adventurous risk-takers, and for those who can’t handle the heat, I simply tell them: ‘Stay out of my kitchen.’
I’ll never forget when, at 22 years old, I became the bank manager of a Downey Savings and Loan branch in Atascadero, California. My boss, JP, hired me for my risk-taking sales approach. He knew the bank needed sales and more deposits, not just someone versed in banking operations, and being that I didn’t even know how to reconcile my bank account at the time, that was a good thing. Within a year, my branch rose to the top 3 out of close to 400. Why? Because I fearlessly pursued leads, unafraid of rejection or failure. They even audited my branch to figure out how I brought in so many leads for new mortgages and higher certificates of deposit. My bonus checks allowed me to buy my first home at 22 years of age. The founder of the bank even flew in on his private jet just to meet me and shake my hand. When I left after 2 years, (because I was bored) the new manager hired to replace me came from a different bank brand. We immediately connected. She was more operationally focused, and on my last day, she said to me, “Starr, I admire you. I’ll never be like you because I won’t leave the stability of my paycheck. But you, my new friend, live unlike anyone I’ve ever met or witnessed, I have no idea how I am going to keep up, let alone surpass your sales.”
For many, the idea of stepping into the unknown can be paralyzing. Asking for business, putting yourself out there—scary, right? Nahhh… it’s all in our heads. Truly, get out of your own head OR just Feel The Fear and Do It Anyway. Fear of failure, uncertainty, and the potential loss of stability often prevent individuals from taking risks. However, I have come to embrace the unknown as an opportunity for growth and innovation. By venturing into uncharted territories, I discover new possibilities, challenge the status quo, and push the boundaries of what’s considered possible. Afterall, why live in a world without endless possibilities!?! That is so boring!
My inclination towards starting new companies stems from an innate entrepreneurial spirit…well, that…and boredom. The thrill of building something from scratch, creating jobs, and having a tangible impact on a community or better yet…the world- is what drives me. Entrepreneurship allows me to transform ideas into reality, and the process of bringing a vision to life is both exhilarating and fulfilling. The ability to adapt quickly to changing circumstances and make timely decisions is crucial in navigating the ever-evolving business landscape.
I am constantly designing new brands, it is an outlet for my creative expression. I believe that a brand is more than just a logo or a product; it is an embodiment of values, emotions, and experiences. By designing new brands, I have the opportunity to shape narratives, connect with audiences, and leave a lasting impression. The chaos surrounding the process of brand creation fuels my creativity and allows me to think outside the box, resulting in unique and memorable brand identities.
While chaos may be unsettling for some, I thrive in its midst. The constant flux of ideas, challenges, and opportunities keeps me engaged and motivated. Chaos forces me to think on my feet, adapt quickly, and find innovative solutions to problems. It is in these chaotic moments that I am able to tap into my creativity, resilience, and resourcefulness, allowing me to reach new heights and accomplish things that others may deem impossible.
Yes, it’s true that not everyone is equipped to handle the energy and chaos that surrounds individuals like myself. Relationships can be strained when others struggle to understand or keep up with the fast-paced nature of my lifestyle. However, I’ve learned to surround myself with individuals who share my passion for risk-taking and creation. These like-minded individuals provide support, collaboration, and a sense of camaraderie, making the journey less lonely and more rewarding. While I’ve explored practices like yoga (couldn’t sit still), meditation several times a week, and nature walks, my daily ‘hour of power’ involves listening to motivational audibles by Les Brown or Jack Canfield, and of course, indulging in comedy from Sebastian Maniscalco and Jim Gaffigan—my sanity saviors. This is how I find balance or ground myself.
Taking risks, starting new companies, and designing new brands may appear daunting to many, but for individuals like myself, it is a way of life. Embracing the unknown, fueling the entrepreneurial spirit, and thriving in chaos are not just choices, but an inherent part of who we are. While my path might not be for everyone, it is through these endeavors that I discover my true potential, leave a lasting impact, and help shape communities and ultimately the world around us.
In closing, I used to say, ‘I’m crazy to do this,’ or even better, ‘I’m batshit crazy.’ But now, I empower myself, and I have the following responses at the ready.
- I am an Unconventional Maverick: I have an unapologetically audacious spirit that drives me to push boundaries and defy the norm.
- I am a Fearless Trailblazer: I fearlessly pave my own path, unafraid to take risks and challenge the status quo, leaving a lasting impact in my wake.
- I am a Chaotic Catalyst: I embrace the chaos as the fuel that ignites my creativity and propels me forward, catalyzing innovation and growth.
- I am a Rule-Breaking Visionary: I possess a rebellious streak that allows me to envision possibilities beyond the confines of convention, constantly defying limitations and inspiring others to do the same.
- I am an Energized Adventurer: I thrive on the energy that comes from embarking on daring endeavors, always seeking new challenges and opportunities to fuel my passion.
Join me in embracing the madness, for within chaos lies the spark of innovation and the thrill of true freedom. Here’s to living on the edge and rewriting the rules.
Cheers to a life less ordinary!
Starr Hall
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